listen to your heart..

I dedicate this post..a friend..whom I met last year..

She was introduced to me to another close friend of mine..in UTAR as well..but since she's doin foundation in Science..which is in the other block..we rarely meet..except in the LRT station..that also once in a blue moon..hehe.. To be honest..we're just the hi and bye type kinda friend..
But I think I already knew her..through her blogs..which I really enjoy reading.. And guess we're pretty much similar.. yeah..the way we think..and blog..=)..hehe

Well, I am nobody to say this to you..But I am going to anyway.. i mean..it wont cost me a thing..except for my study time..and yours too..lol...*we have that in common..hehe*..but still, I have a feeling I should..hope you dont mind..=)

You know I was listening to this song..called.."Listen to your heart" ..which was the main reason that inspired me to blog..about you..

If you ask me.."Is religion a barrier in having a relationship??" ...I wouldn't know the answer.. but all I know..is that..if your faith is as strong as a musteered seed..YOU CAN PUSH THE MOUNTAINS!!...The impossible is made POSSIBLE!!.. The lame can WALK!!..the blind can SEE!! ..why even the WILD can be Tamed!!.. even the non-believer can believe!!

Why am I saying this??..No..I've never been through it.. but I know someone who did.. that person is none other that my one and only sister.. yup.. Her bf..is of a difference religion.. and they've been together for like 5 years.. and yeah..whenever they meet..it's like they just coupled up yesterday!!..hehe..and you can ask me..the amount sh!t they went through is even worst than pig's shit!!..hehe..the biggest obstacle is my mom..but they didn't give up..and from what I'm seeing..they never will..and cause of all these..my sister..had really grown in her faith.. even stronger than mine..=) ..but I really admire their relationship...

My point is..if you love the dude!!..GO FOR IT!!..err..clearly you do..hehe..and Leave the rest in HIS hands..no wait..don't leave it..you need to P.U.S.H!! ..(PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENS!!) ...slowly bring his to Christ!!..but your faith..never let it falter!!..that's the one thing that will keep you going..when is all falls apart..

If it didnt work out..it's ok.. well, at least you tried..=) ..
anyway this is just a friendly message..what I think doesnt really matter..=)
Ignore it..if it doesnt help..hehe..

ceehhwaahhh...look whos giving advice..!!..hehehe..my own love life is screwed up!!..lol
anyway..this song..might help..

Listen to your heart..*cascada*

I know there's something in the wake of your smile..
I get a notion from the look in your eyes..
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going..
and I don't know why..
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide..
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

No hard feelings ar gal!!..=)
take care..god bless..

It

I HEAR it..but I can't SEE it..
I FEEL it..but I can't SAY it..
I'll CHERISH it..but I can't GO for it..
I MISS it..but it's NOT MINE..
I can't say if it's RIGHT or WRONG..
But I'll tell my GOD about it..
And let HIM DECIDE for me..

nitez..=)

was spying on people's blog..and came across these interesting words..from manda's blog..=)

No one falls in love by choice.. Its by chance..
No one stays in love by chance.. Its by work..
And no one falls out of love by chance.. Its by choice..

Good nite..off to study~~
God bless..

ramblings..

bluekkk!!..just when I'm inspired to study..these sh!t had to happen!!..DAMMLA!!!... arggghhh..

She stares blankly at the book..
Hoping at least one or two sentences
Will crawl in those brains..

But no..
Not even one word,
Was her eyes able to catch..

Finally she gave in..
She closed her damm book..
And here she in now..

Wasting her time..
wasting her life..

Sometimes she wonder..
Why exactly would someone create her??
How in the world..
Is she any good to anyone??

She can't even grasp a freaking word!!
She can't even hold the damm chicken in her plate!!..
aargghhh
lol..

anyway...i wanted to find a suitable pic..but i found something else....=)

i find this somewhat hilarious..cause all four had been broken..lol

take care..=)

chicken o chicken..

I was to post this yesterday...but got caught up studying...lol..YEAH!!..you read that correctly... Juan is finally getting the hang of studying!!..hehehe..btw..did you check out yesterday's moon??..WOW!!..I couldn't get my eyes off it..total gorgeousness..reminds me of the wolverine..hmmm..

anyway..the most embarrassing thing happen yesterday..I dont know whether is it wise to put it up here..but I decided to just write..and exclude the pics and video my sis took hehe..

so here's the story..
last night, my sis and I went to Kenny Rogers..in Metro Point.. we have this free coupon for a year..dont ask how..that's another long story..lol..anyway..we went in as usual..ordered our food...the food arrived..semangatly started to eat..

and then guess what happen????...SOME DUDE CAME UP TO OUR TABLE AND ASKED WHETHER WOULD BE LIKE TO BE A MODEL FOR A DAY!!!...yeah you read that correctly!! I couldn't believe my EARS!!!..we were just starring at each other..blankly..

hmmm...heheheeeehhehehe....ok ok..that was a lie!!..=p..pleasela..some retarded nutcase only will come to our table and say that..hehe..simply only..wanted to pull someone's leg..=p

ok..now here's what REALLY happen!!...we were sitting down and talking and laughing...those were the times la..hehe...I was holding my knife and my fork..carefully pierced the chicken.. I think I was a bit rough with it..and pulled the flesh kinda hard with my fork..cause the next thing
I knew THE BLOODY CHICKEN WAS ON THE FLOOR!!!...i was like.."OMG!!..PLEASE TELL ME THIS DIDNT HAPPEN!!..NOT HERE NOT NOW!!!...

My sister BURST OUT LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY!!!...i wanted to dig a GRAVE and BURY myself!!..*poor little chicken*..wonder how it felt..err... we're not talking about a piece of chicken you know..It's a freaking 1 QUARTER OF A WHOLE CHICKEN!!..the waiter was just at the opposite table..cleaning it.. saw the chicken and gave a small laugh..then he dissappeared..

meanwhile..we were both still LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY!! "HOW CLUMSY CAN I GET!!" my sis was teasing me like crazy of cause..it was her chance..she was like.."Juan!! You must be so special!!..Usually chickens are dead before they are cooked!!..your's came back to life and started flying after you ate it!!.."...arggghh and she staarted snapping pics..and taking a video.."I'M GONNA SHOW THIS TO EVERYONE!!" ...

and then..guess what happen??...the waiter arrived..with A NEW PIECE OF KENNY ROGERS QUATER CHICKEN!!" ...he was smilling..and I couldn't stop apologizing.. wow..didnt know they were so kind..and BTW..i was almost 3 quater finishing my first chicken..and here comes the dude with a new chicken!!..FOC!!..i was sooo full already..and my sis was like..."Juan you better finish the chicken, at least for his sake.."..=(

so yeah..I practically ate half of a chicken last night..hehe...it wasn't that bad..cause the meat was lean *fat free* and oil-less..pretty healthy...lol..obviously I didnt finish it..hehehe..

hehehe..I know..sigh..next time must put fences around my chicken!!..lol..

take care..god bless..

should be studying..

Jacynta started her old surveys again..hehehe..well i know i really should be studying..but let's hope this will only take a while k?...=p...and btw, GOOD MORNING!!!....=)


1. Are you ready for this quizzie?
*Not really..but i'll give my best shot..=p

2. Think back six months ago, were you single?
*nope...=)

3. What do you carry with you at all times?
*err...my mobile, i guess...

4. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
*nahhhh..never meant it..lol..

5. How are you feeling?
*sick!!!..yup yup..fever and flu..sighhh...

6. Is something wrong right now?
*I'm sick la doink!!..

7. Are you mad at someone?
*ermmm....nah..it's hard to be MAD at someone..=)

8. What's on your mind?
*i really really should be studying right now..=(

9. Are you jealous of someone right now?
*errr...hhahaha..u kidding me??..i think they're jealous of me..=p

10. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
*hehehhe...nahhh...but i have a lot of other things shaped like a PIG!!...=p

11. Do you want to start over with anyone?
* lol....that's a million dollar question!!...

12. Do you know if anyone likes you?
*if i did..i'll be over perasan..lol..so i pretend to be blurr...=p

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
*yup damm good!!!...these people should award me with a phD!!..=p

14. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
*STUDYING!!!

15. True love or 1 billion bucks?
*hahahhha...hmmm...a billion bucks??...lol..let's c if this make sense.."ARE YOU RICH??..CAUSE I'M SINGLE!!.."..=D

16. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
*eyes...hmmm..nahhh..maybe eye lashes..lol..mellissa thought i was wearing a fake one!!..=p

17. Anything you would change about your life right now?
*yeah..=)...only one..but other than that..it's perfect!!

18. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
*my neck!!..hehehe..dont know why..hmm..i'll prabably get a rose..lol..so girly..but like i care..lol

19. Could you cry right now?
*unless I'm cutting onions..=p

20. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
*i guess...i'm very sensitive..=(

21. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
*all the time..*sigh*

22. Are you okay with the life you live?
*I have air to breathe..friends to smile..family to love..an AWESOME GOD!!..so yeah..I'm pretty ok with it..i guess..=)

23. Last person you told a secret to?
*MAUREEN ALMA!!..hehehe..gosh missing and loving her!!..=( ..btw I'm STRAIGHT!!..people..so yeah..don't get any wild imaginations!!..=p

24. Do you like hugs?
*yeah!!..from the right crowd of cause...lol

25. Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
*i did...but not anymore...i guess..=)

26. When was the last time you cried?
*hehe..no idea..i think last week..=)

27. What are you sitting on right now?
*a chair la doink!!..what were you expecting me to answer??..my moms lap??..heheh

28. What's something you really want right now, be honest.
*sigh...let's just skip this part..=(

29. How do you feel about your hair right now?
* grosss!!..too wild..=(..

30. What did you do yesterday?
*..lets see..church..teaching..pizza's with rina,helena,sis and saha...slept..choir practice..studied..hehe..then slept again!!..lol..wow..i didn go online yesterday..lol

31. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
*uh huh..quite a lot actually..=D

32. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
*err...a few months/weeks back..=)

33. Is someone on your mind right now?
*yup yup..=p hehe..

34. Who's birthday is coming up?
hmmm..shavisha, my sis..and CYNTA!!..=)

35. Were you happy when you woke up?
*nah...wished i was still sleeping...lol..was having an awesome dream!!..sigh..thanks to my sis..i had to get up..sigh..

36. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
*sick!!..please for my sake..let the emotion SICK exist k??!!..lol

37. What's the last thing you ate?
hmm..last night...mom's famous SWEET SOUR FISH!!...yummy!!..heheeh

38. Are you easy to get along with?
*you tell me..=D

39. Ever cheated on someone?
*err...I'm sorry if i did...i wont let it happen again!!!...=) actually i dont remember cheating anyone..but just incase!!..lol

40. Who is the last person to send you a text?
err...some dude who call himself jason...hehe..long story..=(

41. What are you currently listening to?
God must have spent a little more time on you...by nsync


hehehehe...weird a bit..only 41 questions..lol..
anyway..gonna have breakfast and then off STUDYING!!..=D

p/s i cant get this sentence out of my mind..."when i look into your eyes..i know that it's true..God must have spent a little more time on you.."=)

Friends..

Cheng yee, mellissa!!,,,why u guys have to post it in ur blogs??...arggghh,..now I'm getting all emoish..!!!..sobs..sobs... another 3 months with u ppl... Will try to make the best out if it.. Muackssss...love you all!!..

Mellissa Lina, Ng Cheng Yee (Asako), Charlene Wong Wang Yi, Teh Joo Hooi, Pek Zhi Jie, Rebecca Tan Siew Yeng, Goh Kai Ping..and not forgetting..Azrin Aidil..=)