Stuck like glue!

Ok honestly, I've been super duper busy this past few days.. like really extremely buzy.. sighh..yes, you guessed it last minute work again.

This is just to inform you.. That I am very much alive.. and feeling alive..having so much of things to do, keeps you occupied and less thinking..=)

But I have 3500 words assignment due tomorrow.. I don't know how.. but damm, I got to pull it off real quickly!

Lord, please don't take this oppurtunity to teach me a lesson.. I kina need all the help I can..;p

and oh oh.. this song is AWESOME!!

There you go making my heart beat again..

Heart beat again.. heart beat again.

There you go making me feel like kid..

Won't you do it.. do it..one time

There you go, pulling me right back in..

Right back in.. right back in..

And I know.. I'm never letting go..

Stuck like glue..

You and me, baby we're stuck like glue..

Stuck like glue..

You and me, baby we're stuck like glue..

hehe..I like it! ..oh well, till I find someone to sing it too..

Wow, I think I heard the most bueatiful song ever.. You should listen to it too.. ohh do listen to HOPE 94.5 ~Music for the heart~..

Someone you care about
has a broken heart
you want to be a friend
but you don't know where to start
there are other words to say that could ever be enough
how can you show then your love

Chorus:
Help somebody cry
be there for their tears
God will use your life
to show that he is near
there's no easy way
to make it feel alright
you don't have the answer a while
help somebody cry

verse ii:

Time may heal the wound
but that doesn't matter now
so lend a friend your faith
walk them through the dark

chrous....

bridge
sometimes theres something you can do
but hold somebodys hand and
break them through
yeah

there are other words to say that could ever be enough
how can you show then your love

Give it to God

And I logged in tumblr after ages.. and I found the best thing ever..=)

Amen!!

The panic attacks for the day.. =(

Oh no, you don't wanna know what happen today.. =) ...neither am I in the mood for story time..

But well on my way to class, my mom called me said, "Juan you got to blog about today.." ..I swear I thought I was dreaming..for thats the last thing my dear mom would have said to me..why? cause my family doesn't read my blog and neither do they like the idea of me sitting and writting nonsense..;p hehe but then suddenly, there was a fall at the back of the train.. a girl fainted..and thats when I realized.. wow, this is NOT a dream..

So yes, since my mom asked me too.. I will =)

So it was a fine day in the morning..till I saw SEVEN miss calls from mom.. lol... oh well, its normal actually.. she called to say that A TRAIN HAD DERAILED in KTM.. hence all train is delayed 40 minutes! .. so she asked me to leave early.. and yes, my mom thinks I'm 12 instead of 21..=) ..and yeap, AS USUAL.. ktm and its nonsense.. and yes, its time I write to the press about this! ..grrr

So anyway, I had my group meeting at 9.30a.m. ...and left home about 7.45a.m. ...but well, the ORANGE KANCIL is officially dead.. meaning I need to take the MINI bus to the train station ..and then I realized, gee I better take out some change to pay the bus fella..

And so I started digging and digging my polka dots bagpack.. Continued digging and digging.. but of cause, there was no sign of my purse.. My PURSE! ..I have my whole life in there k. and I can't go ANYWHERE witout it.. and please don't get any wild imaginations in hiding my purse or whatsoever.. I'll hunt you down, I promise! =)

So I rushed back home.. almost losing my mind.. searched for my purse high and low.. and called my mom, she was my last hope.. but then when she said NO, I know its time to prepare my funeral arrangements.. so one last time I checked my bag.. and well, MY PURPLE PURSE was in there!! ..I don't know how I missed it, but it was in there.. yes I cursed my careless-ness and thank God that my life was now in my hands..

So I went back and waited for the MINI BUS ..waited and waited.. waited again.. No sign.. it was 8.30 already.. and then the uncle who sell's the newspaper every morning..told me that there was no sign of the mini bus today!! I'm like.. "YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING!!" ..how is that possible?? ..you can just simply cancel public transport like that?? ..they must have some law against this!! .. and hence my second panic attack..

But of cause, it didn't hit me at that time..so I naive-ly believed the uncle..and started walking.. just went I took about 14 steps, above the overhead bridge.. there i saw a YELLOW AND BLUE BUS!! ,...yeap, the mini bus was right there.. in front of my eyes.. but there was nothing I can do, but watch it with a smile on my face.. and unless I have miracle wings that could take me to the bus on time.. which we all know, is never gonna happen.. so yeah, dont you all LOVE my life as well?? lol

So I started walking... and that's exactly when I SNAPPED!! ..lol.. yes like literally SNAPPED.. I mean like come on, how long more is one going to be tested??.. and there comes all the EMO-NESS.. I started questioning.. everything in my mind, I questioned..on the verge of bursting, I just walked as fast as I could and well you don't really wanna be my friend when I'm having my moods.. I can make both our lives miserable!! hehe ..and hence my third panic attack..

And guess what? I actually reached the station in less that 15 minutes!! ..hehe..usually its more than 20 minutes.. but wow, guess you have to be a bit emo, whenever you decided to walk! hehe

So anyway, when I arrived in KTM, it was packed!! ..like really PACKED! ..and of all days, the touch n' go wasn't working..and yeap I can't possibly love my life any better..

And if I missed the train this time.. I'll probably jump in front of the next train that comes..oh trust me, at the state i was in.. anything is possible! ..hehehe..

But finally I saw a light in my life.. hehe.. the train was there, the moment I arrived! ..and I was in uni by 9.45am!! ..

So yesh, thats basically it..yes I know. I have the tendency to be over-dramatic.. to exagerate.. but well sometimes in life, its the little things that paint you the bigger picture.. and unless you make it dramatic, you will never know..;p

To say or not to say..

This is one of the rare occasion where I'm blogging twice, back-to-back.. why? because I can't seem to do my report!! ..Something else always gets in the way..=(( ..and you wanna know what is the report about? ..well, ITS ALL ABOUT FACEBOOK!!...hehehe.. shouldn't be that hard considering the fact that facebook happens to be the new lifestyle..

Hmm.. so let's talk. Like really talk. I haven't been able to chat, besides crapping from A-Z here.. like now. err.. Alrite, I'll stop! ..

And well, so I've been thinking ..you know like really thinking..lol ceehh like gonna breakup only! ..heheh and aahh nevermind.. I think its time to start keeping things to myself.. lol.. too public!! ..=)

And on the other side of the world.. I'm dying to well.. to SAY it out laud..

And John Mayer also said, "Its better to say too much than never to say what you need to say again.."

hmmm...

But its just waaaayy tooo complicated!! =(

And well, on the 8th of MARCH.. if you happen to be a UCSI student..or happen to pay me a visit.. please wear PURPLE!! ..hehehe yeap! its INTERNATIONAL WOMAN'S DAY!! ..and well, the theme colour is my favourite! =))

And do come and support our DANCE! ..at night! MPH.. will update more on this k?

When life knocks you down..

Its hard to see the pain behind that mask..
Bearing the burden of the secret storm..
Sometimes she wishes she was never born..


Through the wind and the rain..
She stands hard as a stone..
In a world that she can't rise above..
But her faith gives her hope..
And she flies to a place where she's loved..


A statue stands in a shaded place..
An angel girl with an upturned face..
Her name is written on the polished rock..
A broken heart that the world forgot..

*Concrete Angel~Martina Mcbride*

Because sometimes, when words fail to describe how you feel.. when you just stare at the moving window in the train with a blank mind.. when you've got a heart that is totally numb.. when you've forgotten when the last time you smiled, for real.. when life knocks you down, till your in no position to stand..

that's exactly when you kneel and say, "Lord, in case You're wondering... You happen to have this lost child here, the one who thinks she-can-do-it but she can't..she really can't!! ..=((.. and if You hear me.. please do something!! ...

Amen!

The dance!

Ever felt like, suddenly, you don't know who you are? ..Like a stranger, to your very own self??

Weird, very weird.. and honestly, I don't know if I can ever find myself again..=((

Anyway, skip the emo-ness.. lets PARTAYY!! heheh

So I danced yesterday..=) lol.. Ok I guess I just spoilt the surprise! ..but oh my.. I DANCEEDD!! ..heheh.. and oh, you have no idea how it feels to know that you can actually do something..that you never even thought for a bit that you had the guts to do it..=) and oh my, Juan actually danced..?? ..oh well, the little girl is all grown up!! ..hehehe..;p ;p

But well, I have no time to go on the details..but I assured you I had fun.. XD ..we danced all night, till sun came up! ..err.. not exactly I had to leave already and face Mr Kumaran the next day.. and yes, I think this lecturer of mine officially hates me. I mean, so what if my hair is in a mess, or my earrings are funny? ..lol.. oh yeshh.. he announced it in front of everyone! ..=(( ...but well, its mind over matter.. I don't mind and you don;t matter..=)

He's not that bad actually.. he gave me good marks! ..lol.. but well, I still think Written Discourse is the stupidest subject on earth! ...why? ..talk to me and I'll give you a list..=) Right now I'm running out of time..

and oh, let me tell you a secret.. I semangatly, grabbed a glass of beer last night.. and I didn't even drink half of it.. yiikess.. God knows what brand is it.. it tasted like.. like hmm.. I can't describe it..lol

And oh dancing!! ..heheh.. somtimes its worth to shake what your momma gave you eh?! ..Well, if you got it, then flaunt it..;p ;p ..but honestly, dancing with the right group of ppl is not bad! ..=)

anyway since my blog is full of words.. here's something absolutely gorgeous for your eyes to feast upon! ..;p ;p

Me in red, Sudha in blue and Sam in purple! ..=)

Oh and well, I can't figure out how to safe pics from FB!!.. I'll post more, once I figure it out k? =)

Good night then..