Helena: Juan, why would you want an alien to marry you??
Juan:..hehehe..cause guys on EARTH are HOPELESS!!..=P
good nite!!..take care..
Monday, November 2, 2009
random
just a random conversation..
Helena: Juan, why would you want an alien to marry you??
Juan:..hehehe..cause guys on EARTH are HOPELESS!!..=P
good nite!!..take care..
Helena: Juan, why would you want an alien to marry you??
Juan:..hehehe..cause guys on EARTH are HOPELESS!!..=P
good nite!!..take care..
bye bye 2
Guess what??...the lightning..destroyed my internet connection!!...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!.. hehehe..
lol..you read me correctly.. cause this means.. I can break my addiction in "cafe world" in facebook... and.."facebook" ..plus "blogging" ...not to mention "chatting" ...hehehe..
actually I'm not really fully disconnected from the connection..the WIRELESS is still working..only in my PC its not working..sigh..my poor baby..always getting hurt..*sobs, sobs*.. it's kinda weird.. everything is normal..i mean..i can on it..and musics..still there.. but no CONNECTION!! ..hmm..but wireless on also no point..my sis to lend me the laptop..is like.."OVER HER DEAD BODY!!"
noW also..I curi-curi blogging..family went for all souls day mass.. what about me??..I attended morning mass...=) ..so before they come back.. i would like to official announce..that until my connection is back..you most probably wont be seeing me online often..*ceehhh wahhh..as if you WANT to see me also..lol..*
I'll try onlining..from ICT..but i really hope I wont have connection till Christmas.. seriously..i could use some of this studying time.. which i forgot to mention..Wednesday is MID-TERM for SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY!!..*i find this subject pretty interesting..*..would love to explain more.. unfortunately every second is extremely precious!!..for now..
p/s..to linda.. I'm sooo sorry..i cant attend tomorrow's charismatic..would love to hear you share though..hmm
and to ALVIN NETTO!!..*i know you will be reading my blog*..since you always "complain" in seeing me online..24/7..so here's your chance in "not" seeing me online..hehe..=p see all hfc youth on THURSDAY!!
to the rest..bye bye..=( ..
*like i'm going to go forever only..hehe*..
may god bless you..and remember..Jesus loves you!!..
take care..love ya!!
lol..you read me correctly.. cause this means.. I can break my addiction in "cafe world" in facebook... and.."facebook" ..plus "blogging" ...not to mention "chatting" ...hehehe..
actually I'm not really fully disconnected from the connection..the WIRELESS is still working..only in my PC its not working..sigh..my poor baby..always getting hurt..*sobs, sobs*.. it's kinda weird.. everything is normal..i mean..i can on it..and musics..still there.. but no CONNECTION!! ..hmm..but wireless on also no point..my sis to lend me the laptop..is like.."OVER HER DEAD BODY!!"
noW also..I curi-curi blogging..family went for all souls day mass.. what about me??..I attended morning mass...=) ..so before they come back.. i would like to official announce..that until my connection is back..you most probably wont be seeing me online often..*ceehhh wahhh..as if you WANT to see me also..lol..*
I'll try onlining..from ICT..but i really hope I wont have connection till Christmas.. seriously..i could use some of this studying time.. which i forgot to mention..Wednesday is MID-TERM for SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY!!..*i find this subject pretty interesting..*..would love to explain more.. unfortunately every second is extremely precious!!..for now..
p/s..to linda.. I'm sooo sorry..i cant attend tomorrow's charismatic..would love to hear you share though..hmm
and to ALVIN NETTO!!..*i know you will be reading my blog*..since you always "complain" in seeing me online..24/7..so here's your chance in "not" seeing me online..hehe..=p see all hfc youth on THURSDAY!!
to the rest..bye bye..=( ..
*like i'm going to go forever only..hehe*..
may god bless you..and remember..Jesus loves you!!..
take care..love ya!!
bye bye
sigh...heard this song many many times.. but suddenly today only..i felt the meaning..hmm..
BYE BYE -Mariah Carey~
BYE BYE -Mariah Carey~
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
Saturday, October 31, 2009
dramAS!! ..
omigosh...can't it get any worst??..lol..cause i dont know what i pressed..the next thing.. my post is empty.. and i wrote like about 3 paragraphs!!..sigh.. it always happens..now have to REWRITE!! ..
it's been a DRAMATIC day for me!!..i meant it literally..lol..
let's start in the morning..
was still in bed.. when i heard my phone call.. CHERYL PEREIRA?? ..did i forget to cantor or proclaim??..what's the day today?? ..cheryl is the HEAD of proclaimers and cantors.. and she forgot to add in 31ST OCTOBER in the roaster..meaning there's no one on duty to proclaim and cantor.. so she asked..if i could read... as usual I said.."no problem" ...and then she said.."i think you better cantor.." i was kinda hesitating..cause i already cantored last week..HFC parishioners must be bored with me already..but then she convinced me by saying.."its harder to find cantors at the last minute..cause they need to practice and such.." ..i was like alright..since she put it that way..
the psalm was.."I LOVE YOU LORD, MY STRENGTH!!" .. i know i was dying to sing it..cause firstly..i love the words..secondly, the tune was AWESOME!! ..and again..GOD YOU ARE SOO GREAT!! ..hehehe..you see..all you have to do is ask.. =) for the book of psalms say.."Delight in the law of the Lord..and He will grant you your desires.." ..
So i went to church..and photostatted the psalm..came back home.. and practiced.. and then played my guitar..which i haven't touch in ages..lol.. finally found back the passion..hmm..
After that..I had an argument with my mom..A HUGE ONE!! .. i knew i needed to go for confession.. sigh.. i hate it the part where she brings back the old stuff.. i mean i know i screwed up my SPM and grade 7 piano.. I've accepted it already..took me years..but i survived.. why can't she??..so yeah.. it was pretty bad la.. I questioned God then.. like.."why did you let me hurt my mom.." ..and worsely.."why do you still LOVE and CARE for me so dearly, despite all the things i said and did??"...I do not deserve YOU!! ..and i went on bla bla..
Didn't have mood to do anything d after that..hmmm..so i went for confession..and wow.. IT WAS AMAZING..never felt such feeling.. it was light.. and RELIEVED!! ..could smile again for real!!..AMEN!! ..and so..during novena..I told Him..."Lord today, I'm gonna sing for you.. and only you.. no matter how it turns out.. ITS ALL for YOU!!..you gave me this voice.. be GLAD to hear it.." hehe
Mass started..suddenly Theresa asked.."all saints day or 31st Sunday..??" I said..31st.. well, I prepared for 31st..it has to be 31st!! tomorrow is All saints Day..so quickly i checked with Rozanne..she said..31st too.. was a bit relieved..
Then cheryl read the first reading..it WAS ALL SAINTS DAY!!...no wonder Father george was wearing ALL WHITE!! ..omygosh..it's ALL SAINTS DAY!! ..i begin sweating then.. heart popping out any moment..
I turn to ALL SAINTS DAY reading...the psalm was.."Such are the man who seek your face O lord..." ..I knew the tune..heard it quite a few times.. but I cant sing.. NO PRACTICE at all!! Then Rozanne said.."you sing what they project..if they project..31st then sing it..if ALL SAINTS DAy..then just read it..
I was like ok..then I looked at the cross..a thought crossed my mind.."but i told Him I would sing for Him.." ..and its ALL SAINTS DAY.. HFC can't go without a cantor.. it never went without one..
and I did the craziest thing ever.. I stood up.. rozanne looked at me.. there was I.. with all eyes starring at me.. holding a psalm..I've never practiced before.. with a trembling voice..and shivering hands..i looked at the cross "Lord..it's not me who's gonna sing..BUT YOU!" ..and so I shook my head..and she played.. ...I sang..
How was it??..lol..DONT ASK!!..i was panicking!!..i know i screwed it up..i asked Theresa.."it was out of tune rite??" ..and she said.."a bit..but don't worry..if i was you..i dont think i'll be able to do that..very courageous.." ..i got to my senses..i was like..OMG!! ..did i just do that??..what in the world was i THINKING??..i could have totally EMBARRASSED myself..I DIDNT PRACTICE!! ..pitching..could have been out.. How could i have agreed??..
Oh my....but the fact was..I sang...not because..I read music notes.. not because I could sing.. but because..I SIMPLY LET HIM LEAD ME..I TRUSTED HIM TO TAKE THE WHEELS!! ..though it wasn't that nice..but for me..*if you know me well..you would have guessed how badly i was freaking out!!..* ..again..but for me..to actually to do such things.. i tell you..Its a miracle!!..amazing.. say AMEN..for me k??..=)
and after mass..while fulfilling my penance..i started grumbling to God.."Lord..please dont do this to me again.."..i could imagine Him laughing..and I said "ITS NOT FUNNY!!" ..and i went on again and again..kinda like..nagging at HIM..and suddenly..a line appeared on my mind.."BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD.." ..and again..i was mesmerized.. and stood still.. just still.. in front of the BLESSED SACRAMENT!! ..wow.. you should try that sometimes.. and you can feel..and utmost feeling of CALMNESS AND PEACE...
after that..i went out..was talking to glynn and shaun.. saw my mom.. she was smiling.. i thought she knew what happen.. but all she did was..HUGGED AND KISSED me.. i was still in panic t to realize what she just did!!...so i just told her..and she said.."ok what your singing..though it wasnt as good as before..but not bad.." ..but i knew it was BAD!! ..
But then...it hit..OMG..did my mom just hugged and kissed me in church..??.. i was almost in tears.. i couldn't think of anything else.. and i smiled..this line appeared to me.."YOU MADE ME GO THROUGH EVERYTHING..SO THAT I CAN SEE THE JOY YOU BRING..AT THE END OF IT ALL!!" ...i couldn't care less bout my singing then..hehe
And I realize.. HE LOVES ME..JUST AS I AM..
and you know..in His eyes..we are all the same.. the pope..the bishop.. the cardinals.. nuns..brothers.. you..me ..why even the SATANIC WORSHIPERS.. believe it or not..HE LOVES US ALL THE SAME!! ..
in the song.."He(God)" it says..."SAINT OR SINNER STILL..HE LOVES US ALL THE SAME!!" .. well..even the SAINT!! ..He does not love anyone more..or less..
amazing huh?? ..but i agree..its hard to accept HIS ACCEPTANCE.. i find it hard too.. hmmm
jesus loves you!!..god bless..=)
it's been a DRAMATIC day for me!!..i meant it literally..lol..
let's start in the morning..
was still in bed.. when i heard my phone call.. CHERYL PEREIRA?? ..did i forget to cantor or proclaim??..what's the day today?? ..cheryl is the HEAD of proclaimers and cantors.. and she forgot to add in 31ST OCTOBER in the roaster..meaning there's no one on duty to proclaim and cantor.. so she asked..if i could read... as usual I said.."no problem" ...and then she said.."i think you better cantor.." i was kinda hesitating..cause i already cantored last week..HFC parishioners must be bored with me already..but then she convinced me by saying.."its harder to find cantors at the last minute..cause they need to practice and such.." ..i was like alright..since she put it that way..
the psalm was.."I LOVE YOU LORD, MY STRENGTH!!" .. i know i was dying to sing it..cause firstly..i love the words..secondly, the tune was AWESOME!! ..and again..GOD YOU ARE SOO GREAT!! ..hehehe..you see..all you have to do is ask.. =) for the book of psalms say.."Delight in the law of the Lord..and He will grant you your desires.." ..
So i went to church..and photostatted the psalm..came back home.. and practiced.. and then played my guitar..which i haven't touch in ages..lol.. finally found back the passion..hmm..
After that..I had an argument with my mom..A HUGE ONE!! .. i knew i needed to go for confession.. sigh.. i hate it the part where she brings back the old stuff.. i mean i know i screwed up my SPM and grade 7 piano.. I've accepted it already..took me years..but i survived.. why can't she??..so yeah.. it was pretty bad la.. I questioned God then.. like.."why did you let me hurt my mom.." ..and worsely.."why do you still LOVE and CARE for me so dearly, despite all the things i said and did??"...I do not deserve YOU!! ..and i went on bla bla..
Didn't have mood to do anything d after that..hmmm..so i went for confession..and wow.. IT WAS AMAZING..never felt such feeling.. it was light.. and RELIEVED!! ..could smile again for real!!..AMEN!! ..and so..during novena..I told Him..."Lord today, I'm gonna sing for you.. and only you.. no matter how it turns out.. ITS ALL for YOU!!..you gave me this voice.. be GLAD to hear it.." hehe
Mass started..suddenly Theresa asked.."all saints day or 31st Sunday..??" I said..31st.. well, I prepared for 31st..it has to be 31st!! tomorrow is All saints Day..so quickly i checked with Rozanne..she said..31st too.. was a bit relieved..
Then cheryl read the first reading..it WAS ALL SAINTS DAY!!...no wonder Father george was wearing ALL WHITE!! ..omygosh..it's ALL SAINTS DAY!! ..i begin sweating then.. heart popping out any moment..
I turn to ALL SAINTS DAY reading...the psalm was.."Such are the man who seek your face O lord..." ..I knew the tune..heard it quite a few times.. but I cant sing.. NO PRACTICE at all!! Then Rozanne said.."you sing what they project..if they project..31st then sing it..if ALL SAINTS DAy..then just read it..
I was like ok..then I looked at the cross..a thought crossed my mind.."but i told Him I would sing for Him.." ..and its ALL SAINTS DAY.. HFC can't go without a cantor.. it never went without one..
and I did the craziest thing ever.. I stood up.. rozanne looked at me.. there was I.. with all eyes starring at me.. holding a psalm..I've never practiced before.. with a trembling voice..and shivering hands..i looked at the cross "Lord..it's not me who's gonna sing..BUT YOU!" ..and so I shook my head..and she played.. ...I sang..
How was it??..lol..DONT ASK!!..i was panicking!!..i know i screwed it up..i asked Theresa.."it was out of tune rite??" ..and she said.."a bit..but don't worry..if i was you..i dont think i'll be able to do that..very courageous.." ..i got to my senses..i was like..OMG!! ..did i just do that??..what in the world was i THINKING??..i could have totally EMBARRASSED myself..I DIDNT PRACTICE!! ..pitching..could have been out.. How could i have agreed??..
Oh my....but the fact was..I sang...not because..I read music notes.. not because I could sing.. but because..I SIMPLY LET HIM LEAD ME..I TRUSTED HIM TO TAKE THE WHEELS!! ..though it wasn't that nice..but for me..*if you know me well..you would have guessed how badly i was freaking out!!..* ..again..but for me..to actually to do such things.. i tell you..Its a miracle!!..amazing.. say AMEN..for me k??..=)
and after mass..while fulfilling my penance..i started grumbling to God.."Lord..please dont do this to me again.."..i could imagine Him laughing..and I said "ITS NOT FUNNY!!" ..and i went on again and again..kinda like..nagging at HIM..and suddenly..a line appeared on my mind.."BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD.." ..and again..i was mesmerized.. and stood still.. just still.. in front of the BLESSED SACRAMENT!! ..wow.. you should try that sometimes.. and you can feel..and utmost feeling of CALMNESS AND PEACE...
after that..i went out..was talking to glynn and shaun.. saw my mom.. she was smiling.. i thought she knew what happen.. but all she did was..HUGGED AND KISSED me.. i was still in panic t to realize what she just did!!...so i just told her..and she said.."ok what your singing..though it wasnt as good as before..but not bad.." ..but i knew it was BAD!! ..
But then...it hit..OMG..did my mom just hugged and kissed me in church..??.. i was almost in tears.. i couldn't think of anything else.. and i smiled..this line appeared to me.."YOU MADE ME GO THROUGH EVERYTHING..SO THAT I CAN SEE THE JOY YOU BRING..AT THE END OF IT ALL!!" ...i couldn't care less bout my singing then..hehe
And I realize.. HE LOVES ME..JUST AS I AM..
- not because..I pray everyday..
- not because I cantored for HIm
- not because I proclaimed His good news..
- not because..I teach catechism..
- not because I'm a choir member..
- not because..I'm in the youth ministry..
- not because I serve the church..
- not because I was born a CATHOLIC..
- not because I read the bible..
- and certainly NOT BECAUSE i BLOG about HIM almost everyday!!..
and you know..in His eyes..we are all the same.. the pope..the bishop.. the cardinals.. nuns..brothers.. you..me ..why even the SATANIC WORSHIPERS.. believe it or not..HE LOVES US ALL THE SAME!! ..
in the song.."He(God)" it says..."SAINT OR SINNER STILL..HE LOVES US ALL THE SAME!!" .. well..even the SAINT!! ..He does not love anyone more..or less..
amazing huh?? ..but i agree..its hard to accept HIS ACCEPTANCE.. i find it hard too.. hmmm
jesus loves you!!..god bless..=)
Friday, October 30, 2009
from ict
I'm freeeeezzziinnggg!!...
the first time this sem..I'm blogging from UTARICT!! ..I wanted to blog the other day..but you know..the speed here is extremely fast rite??..so yeah..lol..
anyway..I just finished doing my questions..for my students!!...hehe..what questions??.. the end year examination in sunday class... Believe it or not!!..the last I remember..i dislike sitting for exams..and now..I'M SETTING IT!! hehe..but one thing..I didnt know why I liked doing catechism exam.. not that I always SCORED a high mark.. but just that..it is the only paper.. that I felt worth doin..
Sorry interuption.. someone was stalking me from the back!!..hehee..it's some junior guy la.. like talking to him.. he like's to hear my opinion on things..=)
anyway..i dont see the point of this post.. perhaps..this morning..i was soooo touch by the song amazing grace(my chains are gone)..by chris tomlin..that i wanted to express it.. but unfortunately i have to leave..
btw..did i mention i was elected as the NEW CLASS REP?? ..i know wei.. actually i wasnt elected.. all of sudden..they shouted my name..im like..NO WAY!! but ms khoo..said only for today..so on my way to take the laptop and projector.. they somehow sweet talk the lecturer and made me the class rep.. and i didnt even know it!!..
hehe..meaning i have to be early like 10 minutes..and set up the LAPTOP AND PROJECTOR!! ..sigh..buts its a good exposure la..learnt a lot of things..hehe..
and BTW..to all HFC YOUTH..who attended YOUTH LEADERSHIP CAMP!!...the post is out in herald!!..
gtg..late for class!!
take care and god bless
the first time this sem..I'm blogging from UTARICT!! ..I wanted to blog the other day..but you know..the speed here is extremely fast rite??..so yeah..lol..
anyway..I just finished doing my questions..for my students!!...hehe..what questions??.. the end year examination in sunday class... Believe it or not!!..the last I remember..i dislike sitting for exams..and now..I'M SETTING IT!! hehe..but one thing..I didnt know why I liked doing catechism exam.. not that I always SCORED a high mark.. but just that..it is the only paper.. that I felt worth doin..
Sorry interuption.. someone was stalking me from the back!!..hehee..it's some junior guy la.. like talking to him.. he like's to hear my opinion on things..=)
anyway..i dont see the point of this post.. perhaps..this morning..i was soooo touch by the song amazing grace(my chains are gone)..by chris tomlin..that i wanted to express it.. but unfortunately i have to leave..
btw..did i mention i was elected as the NEW CLASS REP?? ..i know wei.. actually i wasnt elected.. all of sudden..they shouted my name..im like..NO WAY!! but ms khoo..said only for today..so on my way to take the laptop and projector.. they somehow sweet talk the lecturer and made me the class rep.. and i didnt even know it!!..
hehe..meaning i have to be early like 10 minutes..and set up the LAPTOP AND PROJECTOR!! ..sigh..buts its a good exposure la..learnt a lot of things..hehe..
and BTW..to all HFC YOUTH..who attended YOUTH LEADERSHIP CAMP!!...the post is out in herald!!..
gtg..late for class!!
take care and god bless
Thursday, October 29, 2009
survery
I attended the prayers just now..and I think it's time i say it..hehehe..*big time*...
that i dont really crap..hehe..*YESSS I MEAN IT!! ..lol whatever I say make sense to me..though it may seem a little odd to you..but it make sense to me.. I like writing in a way that has double meaning..lol.. you know, where by you have to read between the lines kinda stuff..
Basically what I'm trying to say is that..I dont have the guts to say it out laud..so my brains comes up with such WEIRD imagination to picture the things I'm trying to tell you...but you probably wont get what I'm saying..or maybe I want to leave you in confusion..like.."what exactly is she saying??" and so I manipulate your mind and make you think "I'M CRAPPING!!..where, by right..I'M NOT!!.. so if your smart..you'll find the pieces and traces I left..to COMPLETE THE PICTURE..!!..
and again you'd probably think NOW.."what in the world is she saying..??"... and i say.. FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF!!..=)
another dumb survey..i dont mind doing..lol..=)
Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
* ...nope..the guilt has been washed by HIS blood...=)
When’s the last time you had fast food?
* yesterday!!..the calories increasing...sigh..
Who was the last person you got a text from?
* james...from the camp... didnt bother replying..haizz
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
* depends on what kinda "kiss" you meaning.. if your talking bout babies..NOPE!! ..i'll die to kiss them...=)..
Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
* hehe..nope..not at the moment..
Are you excited for winter?
* oh yeahhh!!..unfortunately all we have here..is hotness and sweaty palms..hmm
Have you kissed or hugged anyone today?
* yup yup...BABY JOSIA!!..
Are you disappointed about anything?
* ermmm... yup..
How many cellphones have you had?
* erm...2...=)
Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
* of cause..
Do you like anyone right now?
* no reason to hate them..=)
Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single?
* so what if I'm taken??.. o
When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
* hahahaah...just a few hours ago...
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
*yup...
Whats something that happened at 12pm today?
* erm...i returned back the projector and laptop to ict..and forgot to take my id...hehe..
Is there someone you will never forget?
* everyone..=)
What is something you currently want right now?
* hmmmm....i have JESUS..what else could I possible want??=)
What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
* wow..I'm alive still..thank you lord..=)
How many pillows do you sleep with?
* 2 minimum..lol.. my baby..*bolster* ..my side pillow.. I'm like a baby..hehe..needs lotsa hugging when i;m a sleep..lol..
Is life good?
* uh huh...extremely!!
How many people do you 100% trust?
* only God..not even myself..hehe
When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
* with JOSIA!!..darm cute wei1!
Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend for you?
*hehehe..not that i;ve known off...i dont really attract many..
Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
* nope.. when you have Christ in you..the word "hate" doesnt exist..=)
When’s the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
* just a moment ago..with CYN!!
Do you honestly believe that good things happen to those who wait?
* God says..WAIT!!..and you'll have the best!!...so i'll wait..even if it takes forever..
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
* yeah...all those creature that colored my life..
Do you trust all of your friends?
* only the close ones...
Are you happy with the way things are going?
* it depends on your mind actually... no matter how the things are going..its your decision to make it happy or not..and currently I am!!...though it's pretty bad..hehe
Are you a forgiving person?
* i guess... forgive.. and it'll ease your burden..forgive and you can SMILE..=) or else it's like your taking poison and wishing them to die..
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
*of cause...its malaysia dude!!..
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
*uh huh...
Would you like to go back and change any part of your life?
*FOR LIKE THE 20TH time!!..NOPE!!
When will your next kiss be?
*doink!!..if i know..why would i still be sitting here..doing this quiz??..hehe
Where were you at midnight?
* at home la..
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
* uh huh...i have overflowing love..all of a sudden..hehe
Last person you saw other than your family?
* BEC members..=)
Will tomorrow be better than today?
* yup yup...=)
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
*sunKISS juice!!..lol
What does your hair look like right now?
* wet..i like it when its wet.hehe
Is there a night you’d like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
* im trying not to read between the lines..lol..but then if there was a night..it will be CHRISTMAS!!!..weeeee
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* jacynta jasmine!!
Name a time you thought you were going to die?
* this afternoon..in my nightmare!!..aarrgghh
Which of your friends lives closest to you?
* nithya...tracy...ana..
If you found out you got someone pregnant, what would you do?
* ...i can do that??..lol..well babies!!..i want the baby..=)
What annoys you
* those who uses excessive vulgar words in their conversation
Next vacation you’re going on?
* must be to kluang..where else!!
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
* yeah!!
What was the last thing you ate?
* rice..chicken..vege..
Ever sneak out the house?
* lol..good girl k..
What’s your favorite beverage?
* lime juice..=)
Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?
* would loved too!!...awwwhhh
Do you ever lie about your age?
* hahaah...they lie about mine though..they think im 25..yeah i know!!..25!!...ARGHH
Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
* tell me about it...sighh..
What side of the heart do you draw first?
* right..does it matter?
Can you dive without plugging your nose?
* swim also..like a dead fish..wanna dive without plugging my nose..lol
Word of the day :
* CUTE!!..
What do you want right now?
* errrm...dont know..or maybe i do/
What else do you want?
* what i want also im not sure..this one.."what else..you want"
..lol
What color is your phone?
* black!!..sexy..=p
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
* tied together with a smile..lol..*dont ask*
Where are you right now?
* rooom sweet room..
How do you feel about carrots?
*hard when not cooked...preferred it boiled..softer..=)
What is something new today?
* hillsongs!!
How many chairs at the dining room table?
* 7..heheeh...i know weird!!
Who is the best Spice Girl?
* erm...emma..sweet voice..=)
Do you know what time it is?
* 12.05 am..
What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
* err..sing??...lol.. nahh..i'll call cynta and talk for hours..hehe
Do you like your ice cubed or crushed?
* depends...but i like eating ice though.. hehehe.. unless if its blended then i WANT IT BLENDED LA!!..hehe
Do you use big words that you don’t know the meaning to?
* haahahahahaha...i try not to make that kinda fool of my self..
Do you like to sleep?
* YEAHH..BABY!!..anytime anywhere..
Do you know which US states don’t use Daylight Savings?
* dont know..dont care..hehe
Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
*uh huh..emo song!!..=)
wow...this is like really long!!..hahahah..whoever manage to read it till the end!!..thanks a lot..i appreciate your patience!!..
take care..god bless
that i dont really crap..hehe..*YESSS I MEAN IT!! ..lol whatever I say make sense to me..though it may seem a little odd to you..but it make sense to me.. I like writing in a way that has double meaning..lol.. you know, where by you have to read between the lines kinda stuff..
Basically what I'm trying to say is that..I dont have the guts to say it out laud..so my brains comes up with such WEIRD imagination to picture the things I'm trying to tell you...but you probably wont get what I'm saying..or maybe I want to leave you in confusion..like.."what exactly is she saying??" and so I manipulate your mind and make you think "I'M CRAPPING!!..where, by right..I'M NOT!!.. so if your smart..you'll find the pieces and traces I left..to COMPLETE THE PICTURE..!!..
and again you'd probably think NOW.."what in the world is she saying..??"... and i say.. FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF!!..=)
another dumb survey..i dont mind doing..lol..=)
Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
* ...nope..the guilt has been washed by HIS blood...=)
When’s the last time you had fast food?
* yesterday!!..the calories increasing...sigh..
Who was the last person you got a text from?
* james...from the camp... didnt bother replying..haizz
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
* depends on what kinda "kiss" you meaning.. if your talking bout babies..NOPE!! ..i'll die to kiss them...=)..
Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
* hehe..nope..not at the moment..
Are you excited for winter?
* oh yeahhh!!..unfortunately all we have here..is hotness and sweaty palms..hmm
Have you kissed or hugged anyone today?
* yup yup...BABY JOSIA!!..
Are you disappointed about anything?
* ermmm... yup..
How many cellphones have you had?
* erm...2...=)
Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
* of cause..
Do you like anyone right now?
* no reason to hate them..=)
Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single?
* so what if I'm taken??.. o
When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
* hahahaah...just a few hours ago...
Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
*yup...
Whats something that happened at 12pm today?
* erm...i returned back the projector and laptop to ict..and forgot to take my id...hehe..
Is there someone you will never forget?
* everyone..=)
What is something you currently want right now?
* hmmmm....i have JESUS..what else could I possible want??=)
What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
* wow..I'm alive still..thank you lord..=)
How many pillows do you sleep with?
* 2 minimum..lol.. my baby..*bolster* ..my side pillow.. I'm like a baby..hehe..needs lotsa hugging when i;m a sleep..lol..
Is life good?
* uh huh...extremely!!
How many people do you 100% trust?
* only God..not even myself..hehe
When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
* with JOSIA!!..darm cute wei1!
Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend for you?
*hehehe..not that i;ve known off...i dont really attract many..
Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
* nope.. when you have Christ in you..the word "hate" doesnt exist..=)
When’s the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
* just a moment ago..with CYN!!
Do you honestly believe that good things happen to those who wait?
* God says..WAIT!!..and you'll have the best!!...so i'll wait..even if it takes forever..
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
* yeah...all those creature that colored my life..
Do you trust all of your friends?
* only the close ones...
Are you happy with the way things are going?
* it depends on your mind actually... no matter how the things are going..its your decision to make it happy or not..and currently I am!!...though it's pretty bad..hehe
Are you a forgiving person?
* i guess... forgive.. and it'll ease your burden..forgive and you can SMILE..=) or else it's like your taking poison and wishing them to die..
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
*of cause...its malaysia dude!!..
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
*uh huh...
Would you like to go back and change any part of your life?
*FOR LIKE THE 20TH time!!..NOPE!!
When will your next kiss be?
*doink!!..if i know..why would i still be sitting here..doing this quiz??..hehe
Where were you at midnight?
* at home la..
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
* uh huh...i have overflowing love..all of a sudden..hehe
Last person you saw other than your family?
* BEC members..=)
Will tomorrow be better than today?
* yup yup...=)
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
*sunKISS juice!!..lol
What does your hair look like right now?
* wet..i like it when its wet.hehe
Is there a night you’d like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
* im trying not to read between the lines..lol..but then if there was a night..it will be CHRISTMAS!!!..weeeee
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* jacynta jasmine!!
Name a time you thought you were going to die?
* this afternoon..in my nightmare!!..aarrgghh
Which of your friends lives closest to you?
* nithya...tracy...ana..
If you found out you got someone pregnant, what would you do?
* ...i can do that??..lol..well babies!!..i want the baby..=)
What annoys you
* those who uses excessive vulgar words in their conversation
Next vacation you’re going on?
* must be to kluang..where else!!
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
* yeah!!
What was the last thing you ate?
* rice..chicken..vege..
Ever sneak out the house?
* lol..good girl k..
What’s your favorite beverage?
* lime juice..=)
Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?
* would loved too!!...awwwhhh
Do you ever lie about your age?
* hahaah...they lie about mine though..they think im 25..yeah i know!!..25!!...ARGHH
Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
* tell me about it...sighh..
What side of the heart do you draw first?
* right..does it matter?
Can you dive without plugging your nose?
* swim also..like a dead fish..wanna dive without plugging my nose..lol
Word of the day :
* CUTE!!..
What do you want right now?
* errrm...dont know..or maybe i do/
What else do you want?
* what i want also im not sure..this one.."what else..you want"
..lol
What color is your phone?
* black!!..sexy..=p
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
* tied together with a smile..lol..*dont ask*
Where are you right now?
* rooom sweet room..
How do you feel about carrots?
*hard when not cooked...preferred it boiled..softer..=)
What is something new today?
* hillsongs!!
How many chairs at the dining room table?
* 7..heheeh...i know weird!!
Who is the best Spice Girl?
* erm...emma..sweet voice..=)
Do you know what time it is?
* 12.05 am..
What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
* err..sing??...lol.. nahh..i'll call cynta and talk for hours..hehe
Do you like your ice cubed or crushed?
* depends...but i like eating ice though.. hehehe.. unless if its blended then i WANT IT BLENDED LA!!..hehe
Do you use big words that you don’t know the meaning to?
* haahahahahaha...i try not to make that kinda fool of my self..
Do you like to sleep?
* YEAHH..BABY!!..anytime anywhere..
Do you know which US states don’t use Daylight Savings?
* dont know..dont care..hehe
Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
*uh huh..emo song!!..=)
wow...this is like really long!!..hahahah..whoever manage to read it till the end!!..thanks a lot..i appreciate your patience!!..
take care..god bless
himmmmm!!! ...and him..
He is soooo cute!!.. like awesomely.. and he walked in right through my door!!...MELTED MY HEART with his SMILE!! .. swept of my feet...when he lifted his arms..into mine!!...those gorgeous eyes..never left mine... I kissed his cheeks!!..and he BEGGED for more!!..WOW!! ...
for the first time...IT'S REAL!! .. I am not LYING!! ..but...haiz..there's always a "but" ...he's only 2!!! ...*sobs..sobs..* ...JOSIA AMALAN.. is my neighbour...real HAWWTT extremely handsome looking...2 year old neighbour.. somehow he got attached to me...lol..they always do..I can't help it..hehe..
I was watching "the nanny"..and suddenly i heard the shoes sound..you know kids..they have these awesomely cute shoes that comes with pretty annoying sound..like.."SQUICK SQUICK!!" ...and when I turned...there HE WAS!!! ...omygosh.. why wasnt he born 17 years before..?? he would have been perfect...sigh.. wonder which lucky girl is HIS!! ..he's sure a hunk when he's 20.. wonder how would my son be like...hmmm..
Anyway..I had a NIGHTMARE today!!..a real one.. i always have my nap in noon time.. and it's been a while since i last had a dream..and i had one today.. it was AWFUL!! ..for the first time..i got up..and thanked my alarm..for waking me up at the right moment!..cause if I found out the truth..I would have died in my sleep..=(..you can say 'it's only a DREAM!!" ...but gosh..it was so REAL!..and kinda had a connection with my life now.. only one thing..i can't figure out what it means.. what are you trying to tell me..dear Lord?? ..hmm
And last night..we were at T.G.I FRIDAYS!! ..and again.. i got tempted.. the WAITER ..wanted to SUE the waiter for looking soo good.. sigh.. just when I thought I'm done with GUYS!! ..they keep me coming back for more.. only thing..they just pass by..
Ok..dont let me repeat the whole..'love' thing again..Lord..please.. the last time i WENT through it.. the stain is still there..I tried my best to wash it away.. but it's SOO STUBBORN!! ..it can;t be permanent.. can't it Lord?? ..cause if it is, it wont look "nice" anymore..and i kinda ran out of detergent.. so what do you suggest Lord?? .. DETTOL??..PROTEXT?? ..please not CLOROX!! ..it will ruin the whole thing..why even change the color.. I dont want that.. I just want the "feeling" AKA stain to go away... how hard can it be..?? ..or can you at least send someone..to help me get rid of it??..please...sighh..
dont bother me..the girl needs a new maid.. lol..
wow..my post are surprisingly short these days..hehe..
maybe cause..she's keeping a lof of stuff away from the world.. away from you..
she's learning to treasure it in the heart..and permanently save it in the pendrive..
Let's hope she doesnt loose it!!..=p
If you want her to open the pen drive..make sure YOU'RE OUT OF VIRUS!! ..=p..
the girl is crapping again..
take care..=D
for the first time...IT'S REAL!! .. I am not LYING!! ..but...haiz..there's always a "but" ...he's only 2!!! ...*sobs..sobs..* ...JOSIA AMALAN.. is my neighbour...real HAWWTT extremely handsome looking...2 year old neighbour.. somehow he got attached to me...lol..they always do..I can't help it..hehe..
I was watching "the nanny"..and suddenly i heard the shoes sound..you know kids..they have these awesomely cute shoes that comes with pretty annoying sound..like.."SQUICK SQUICK!!" ...and when I turned...there HE WAS!!! ...omygosh.. why wasnt he born 17 years before..?? he would have been perfect...sigh.. wonder which lucky girl is HIS!! ..he's sure a hunk when he's 20.. wonder how would my son be like...hmmm..
Anyway..I had a NIGHTMARE today!!..a real one.. i always have my nap in noon time.. and it's been a while since i last had a dream..and i had one today.. it was AWFUL!! ..for the first time..i got up..and thanked my alarm..for waking me up at the right moment!..cause if I found out the truth..I would have died in my sleep..=(..you can say 'it's only a DREAM!!" ...but gosh..it was so REAL!..and kinda had a connection with my life now.. only one thing..i can't figure out what it means.. what are you trying to tell me..dear Lord?? ..hmm
And last night..we were at T.G.I FRIDAYS!! ..and again.. i got tempted.. the WAITER ..wanted to SUE the waiter for looking soo good.. sigh.. just when I thought I'm done with GUYS!! ..they keep me coming back for more.. only thing..they just pass by..
Ok..dont let me repeat the whole..'love' thing again..Lord..please.. the last time i WENT through it.. the stain is still there..I tried my best to wash it away.. but it's SOO STUBBORN!! ..it can;t be permanent.. can't it Lord?? ..cause if it is, it wont look "nice" anymore..and i kinda ran out of detergent.. so what do you suggest Lord?? .. DETTOL??..PROTEXT?? ..please not CLOROX!! ..it will ruin the whole thing..why even change the color.. I dont want that.. I just want the "feeling" AKA stain to go away... how hard can it be..?? ..or can you at least send someone..to help me get rid of it??..please...sighh..
dont bother me..the girl needs a new maid.. lol..
wow..my post are surprisingly short these days..hehe..
maybe cause..she's keeping a lof of stuff away from the world.. away from you..
she's learning to treasure it in the heart..and permanently save it in the pendrive..
Let's hope she doesnt loose it!!..=p
If you want her to open the pen drive..make sure YOU'RE OUT OF VIRUS!! ..=p..
the girl is crapping again..
take care..=D
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