Life~a drama..

I'm feeling really guilty...2 days holiday..and i didn't even open my book!!..*sigh*

Thing's i should be doing:

1. Study and try to get that scholarship
2. Clean my table
3. Rearrange my closet
4. Finish my assignments
5. Call jacynta and crytal
   
6. Organize farewell party for Lim..before the 16th
   
7. Check my mails
8. Get a life
   
9. Stop dreaming
10. Finish all the 9 tasks above

Where do i start?? I'm here blogging..'Chill la..tomorrow's a holiday right, can do it then..' and when tomorrow comes..'there's still a lot more of time left, don't bother' ..and then it is postponed again..till like the eleventh hour.. the mountain full of assignments to be passed up.. Revisions for all the subjects.. AAAAAHHHHH ..get up JUAN!!!...you have to start now!!.. don't screw it up like you did in your SPM!!.. YOu know there's still some brain left, waiting for you to use it..in that tiny little head of yours!! ...it's either NOW OR NEVER!!

anyway..i was suppose to go out with someone tomorrow..but of course the plans are always rearranged.. it's not the first time and i don't think it's the last either.. Perhaps, God wants me to finish all those task..before i waste some time on myself.. I don't know what He wants or even trying to say..I don't even know what i want!!!..yeah i know what your thinking.. 'WHAT A SAD GIRL.. THANK GOD I'M NOT IN HER PLACE'.. and i thank God your not either..because you can't possibly play this part..better than i do..

I think this whole life is a drama...the script was written by God Himself..we are indeed His chosen actors and actresses.. He knows what our gifts are..that's why He positioned us in such situations.. He knows where we fit in.. He knows who we get along with.. But well, there is always a BUT!.. someone..you know the 'evil' one.. hates the play..he doesn't like the story line..he doesn't even like the director himself.. so, he broke up the group..took his so called friends with him..and made his own script..where there is full of selfishness, pride, jealousy,hipocrisy,arrongance,disloyalty,lust,greed...a drama full of nothing but TOTAL LIE!!

We, the so-called actors and actresses..are torn between this too.. Well..the second script written by the evil one himself..is willing to pay us large sum of momentary ENJOYMENT, HAPPINESS...there's nothing difficult in the script..it's very direct..where all you have to do is enjoy.. all you act is about TAKING, RECEIVING and SURVIVING!! you know..ME, MYSELF & I!! it's all about you..~NO WORRIES~

The first script..is full of challenges, sufferings, love, care, kindness, trials, tribulations..you do not survive..but you OVERCOME ..you give, you share, you respect one another.. and do you know WHAT THE DIRECTOR is offering?? if your thinking..Money?? nahh..you think the prize is that cheap?? try again..HAPPINESS??..well,define the meaning of 'happy'..every time when one tries to be happy..or even had the chance to be Happy..something gets along the way doesn't it..?? after all that you went through in script..there's has to be something more than that..something that is everlasting..something satisfying..something that is worth it..

well, my dear friends..the reward is SALVATION!! ..He is offering us an EVERLASTING LIFE!!..where you don't have to act anymore..you do not thirst nor hunger..The fullness of his Love is simply enough..CONTENTMENT GUARANTEED!! and the most important thing..you get to be with HIM..yeah the director HIMSELF..forever..

The problem with this world..is that they prefer to take the easy way out..the shortcut.. to be happy.. but what's the point??..the happiness is only momentary.. better don't have it all..right?? and after that..you have to suffer..how is it??..well i don't wanna find out..cause i do not intend to play in the second script..

It's hard i know..but one thing is for sure..I'm not in this alone..
Take care and have a good day!!..God bless..