life again...

where are you???..when i need you soo badly??..
aaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!

please help me...
I'm stuck...i can't find what i'm looking for..
the people i'm leaving with..i think it's called FAMILY...
is not doing me any good..!!
they can't help me...it's ok..a bit of support will really help!!..

'sigh' .....i wish i was somewhere else...
i don't know..anywhere else!!...BUT NOt HERE!!!
i don't think i can handle it anymore..
just waiting for the perfect time to explode...

LIFE...
A four letter word..
Everything you are are..
Everything you hold
Is in that word..

But what happens..
When it starts to go against you?
When you do not have the will..
To hold it anymore..
When the people you love..
Seem to change..in a split a second..

What happens..
When you feel you're in this alone?
You just wanna run away..
Far far away...
And you don't wanna look back..
Cause it hurts..
it hurts a lot..

What happens..
When there's no more tears left..
to wet your cheeks...
They put you down so far..
That you can't find your way
up again..

If that's what life is about..
Is it worth it..to be endured?
Is it worth to seek..and find nothing..??
Is it worth to love..and not be loved..??
Is it worth to hurt..over and over again..

no??
think again..
when life gives you hundred reasons to cry..
show life..you have 1000 reasons to SMILE...=)

have a nice day!!