the sky seem so high..
the sea seem so deep..
no matter how high i jump..
or how deep i swim..
i can't reach them..
i tried my best..
to do a lot of things..
to win their hearts..but
it's like i don't exist..
i did not wish to be born..
you left me no choice..
i look at them..
they have all they want..
smiles after smiles..
laughter after laughter..
i wonder..
are they really happy??
how come it seems so easy..for them..
but so darn hard for me??
maybe i am..
just another weird girl..
'blur' seems much better..
happiness..
crawls in..beneath those shadows..
but it disappears..
as soon as i open my eyes..
joy..
a strange word..
i may or may not..
find the real meaning..
hope..
a word i hold on to..
but i'm tired..
for the muscles..
are wearing..
love...
so easily it's pronounced..
so deep the meaning it carries..
i don't think..
i'm worth to even say it..
what more..find out the meaning..
i stretch out..now..
to find a hand..
that's willing to carry me..
a heart..that can love me..
at my worst..
that's what i guessed..
nobody..
besides you..LORD!
AMEN!!..
the sea seem so deep..
no matter how high i jump..
or how deep i swim..
i can't reach them..
i tried my best..
to do a lot of things..
to win their hearts..but
it's like i don't exist..
i did not wish to be born..
you left me no choice..
i look at them..
they have all they want..
smiles after smiles..
laughter after laughter..
i wonder..
are they really happy??
how come it seems so easy..for them..
but so darn hard for me??
maybe i am..
just another weird girl..
'blur' seems much better..
happiness..
crawls in..beneath those shadows..
but it disappears..
as soon as i open my eyes..
joy..
a strange word..
i may or may not..
find the real meaning..
hope..
a word i hold on to..
but i'm tired..
for the muscles..
are wearing..
love...
so easily it's pronounced..
so deep the meaning it carries..
i don't think..
i'm worth to even say it..
what more..find out the meaning..
i stretch out..now..
to find a hand..
that's willing to carry me..
a heart..that can love me..
at my worst..
that's what i guessed..
nobody..
besides you..LORD!
AMEN!!..
So Jesus is the answer to all your problems/worries/etc huh?
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