No idea why am i posting this

My PC is still sick..sigh..
Anyway..i had this instinct in me.. to write about this and a song related to it.. No idea why..

Maybe some of us.. are going through some kinda trouble.. we can't be in peace.. everything we do seems so wrong..

Some of us are pressured by parents..to STUDY STUDY and STUDY!!! where by there's so much to life than just studying..like getting wet in the rain.. watching the stars and moon at night.. playing the same music over and over again.. for others..it may seem like something silly.. but to you.. its your world.. =)
Some of us wants a different life.. a career that they WANT!! but did not have the chance to pursue it..for they have to please everyone around them..
Some of us does not feel belong where ever they go..fake friends and such..so they are left all alone..
Some of us..wishes they could turn back time..where everything was so perfect.. everyone was fine..
Some of us fake a smile..laugh..while deep down they're dying..day by day..
Some of us..have been rejected..and not accepted for who they are..for what they like.. maybe their colour..race..language..gender..for what they believe in..
Some of us find it hard to forgive one..for what they have done..cause it hurts badly..
Some of us might have been humiliated by someone..very close to us.. and its hard to accept that it came from them..someone they trust..

Some of us..wants to be with another badly..but they cant..for if their secret is revealed..they're afraid of rejection..and therefore the story is left hanging..and broken..
Some of know they have found the right person..but we can't be with them..for if we did..we would have to break so many hearts..
Some of us are left hanging..on a breakable thread..asking..'when will my time come..to belong to someone?'
Some of us might have been hurt..by someone dear to us.. A broken relationship that destroyed every hope..every dream..
Some of us are in love...and they'll do whatever..to be in their arms..but not given a chance to do so..
Some of us loves so much..that they dont want that love anymore..for it only hurts more..
Some of us have been played, cheated..fooled..over and over..again..that they blame themselves for being born..

or perhaps..some of us..have lost someone..literally..our parents, siblings..sisters..friends.. and they'll do whatever to see them..just once more..
Some of us..are alone..depressed..wondering..why is this happening to me..
Some of us are taken for granted..for being extremely good..and its UNFAIR!!
Some of us are afraid to voice out..the injustice committed in front of our eyes..
Some of us..wishes that their life will be taken..

hmmm..again i say...i have no idea..why am i posting this..
But erm..I believe everyone of us have our own believes... some of believe there is God..while the rest don't..
I am nobody..to say your either your right or wrong.. but I can say one thing.. that your soo missing all the beautiful things..in your life.. all the wonders HE does..that changes your life in one second..and turns it upside down.. like where HE makes you go through everything..so that you can see the joy HE brings..at the end of it all.. and no.. it's not like my life is easy.. its not.. it was never.. and trust me..you dont wanna go through half the sh!t i went through..

Like when I was watching this movie..called Love comes softly... in hallmark.. this questions arises.. WHY DO YOU TRUST IN GOD..WHEN ALL HE BRINGS YOU IS TROUBLE?? ..uh huh.. well.. is it written anyway..that LIFE WILL BE EASY?? ..i never came across.. even Jesus did not go through it easily..i mean God could have just given HIM sleeping pills..or stab with a knife..but no..HE reached salvation through the hard way..and no..HE did not promise that life will be easy..but HE did promise one thing.. TO BE WITH US IN EVERY STEP WE TAKE..TO GUIDE AND COMFORT US..

i mean how in the world can feel HIS comfort..if no one HURT you..rite..?? how can you know how to make the right decision..if you are not in a dilemma in the first place..?? how can know how to stand up again..if you never fell?? how can one be healed..if they're not sick?? how can you feel the joy of acceptance..when you have never been rejected..and btw CHRIST has already accepted you.. how can you know HE is GOD..when you never let HIM inside in the first place.. ??

still doesn't make sense?? hmmm..you know PETER..yeah..the one from the bible..=p Jesus was walking on the water.. and when PETER saw HIM..he wanted to walk on the water as well..!! Jesus said come... and you know..at the beginning..PETER was really walking ON THE Water!!! ..BUT THE MOMENT HE TOOK HIS EYES AWAY FROM JESUS..AND looked down...HE WAS SINKING!! ..uh huh...you get my point?? the moment one takes his or her eyes away from JESUS..you go down..straight!!! and no..its not like.. YOU WONT FACE ANY TROUBLE WITH JESUS AROUND...you will..surely will!!..but with FAITH AND TRUST IN HIM..hahaha.. with HIM in your heart..you will be glad to be in trouble..and see the outcome..and YEAH..you can trust me on this!!=)

take care..nitez..
p/s i'll post the song..tomorow..hehe..tired d..