She sits here all night..

"Somewhere deep inside..you must know I miss you..but what can I say..rules must be obeyed"

I officially declare myself freeeee...from this day onwards.. though I still feel trapped and caged with my own feelings..Ok, you didn't need to know that...lol

And this would probably be my last post..lol.. and you're surely not gonna believe me... but yeah it is..for the next 7 days a least!!... I realized that I should take a break from sharing my madness with you... though I know its irresistible.. well I mean, I'm irresistible..;p ;p...Oh come on! we all know the truth is ugly..thats why no one dare admit it..hehe..

Sorry for my lame-ness.. I'm just..hmm.. a bit messed up.. sighh..Ok fine!..a lot actually!!.. and yes..needed a break.. And I thought I wouldn't be able to get the ticket since I'm buying it last minute..but well I did.. so yeah..will be going back to Kluang this saturday..and be back...next week, friday..=) No facebook, No blogging, no msn.. bye bye technology!!..I manage to beg my mom to print out ONCE AND ALWAYS by Judith Mcnaught!!..weeee!!..cant wait to read it!..

Oh yeah.time square tomorow!..weeeeeeeeee again!!..hehehe.. EXPENDABLES is a must watch!!!.. Their bikes are AWESOME!!..hehehe.. REPO MAN ..is a NO-NO for me.. It was so gross that I skipped diner today.. even worse that SAW..i guess.. eehhww..

Hmm..lastly, here are some words..right from the heart..I mean its not like I'm gonna die or anything..but well, since I wont be here.. we emo a bit k??..=) and..in case the train I'm on decided to derail or anything..hehe..dont worry... you're all invited for my funeral!..;p;p

She sits here all night..

Finding for courage..

To face the world..

Searching for words..

To speak her mind..

She sits here all night..

Trying not to think..

Trying not to miss..

Hoping she would succeed

Knowing she would fail..

She sits here all night..

With her mind running wild..

She starts writing..

Hoping it would get the message across..

She sits here all night..

Because she cannot be there..

Though thats where her heart is..

The very heart..

That was trampled on the ground..

She sits here all night..

With the words left unsaid..

With the tears held inside..

Powerless to do anything..

But only pray silently..

She sits here all night..

Because its time..

Time for the flower to wither..

Though she never held it..

Time to give away the rainbow..

Though she never saw it..

Time to say goodbye..

Though it hurts..

She sits here all night..

Because deep within..

Beneath the cuts and wounds..

Lies a lonely soul..

That will always be here..

Even if everything else false apart..

She sits here all night..

Before she realizes..

That its time to let go..

That its time to start over..

That its time for the healing to begin..

She's leaving now..

With a smile in her face..

With a hope in her heart..

And with the memories..

Beautiful irreplaceable memories..

That will be cherished forever..

And these words are not written without a reason..

Have a nice day everyone!!