feeling??

"I remember you driving to my house.. in the middle of the night.. I'm the one who makes you laugh, when you know you're bout to cry.. I know your favorite songs.. and you tell me bout your dreams.. think I know where you belong.. think I know its with me.."

But...she doesnt think..he wants to belong to her..=(

sigh...

She hates this...
She hateeeeees this feeling!!..
She's afraid to even analyze and interpret what it means..
Because..if she allow herself to even think about it..
Its a big mistake!!...really big!!
But no..because you can close your eyes to what you do NOT want to see..
But you cant even touch your heart..what more close it.. to what you dont wanna feel..
You're in it...for life..
whether you like it not..

The weird thing is..
She did not wish for this stuff to happen
and the worst part
It feels so damm good..
and knowing the fact..
that you can't do anything about it..
but maybe the just forget the whole thing..
is like..
eating the mouth watering CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE cake..
then forcing yourself to throw it all OUT!!

Crap crap!!...
Please ignore this post..
I ate toooo much of junk food during the CNY classmates visits!!

which was pure FUN!!..seriously if you wanna know and experience the 1 MALAYSIA spirit.. you should join the 5 SETIA 2007 batch from SMKJB!!..the best class ever existed!! wow.. I'm already missing them!!..sigh..

and cyn..you missed it big time!!..lol.=p

and noo...the part 1 of this post.. was written when i was in my 'delusional' mood.. and so I crap a lot..=(

dont take it seriously..and start bombarding me with questions..lol..

yours truly