Tuesday, November 10, 2009

fell too deep

Anyone ever composed a song for you??..hehehe..nahh??..or maybe yes.. well.. chill la..no one composed anything for me..lol..but someone did dedicate something for me..=)=)=).. ok lets just keep that a secret..

Anyway..my sister's bf saha..composed 2 songs for my sis..for the past 2 weeks!!!.. not to mention the poems he wrote for her in the past 5 years..could be made into a book..=)

The moment i heard the song he composed...i was like.."wow!!" ..like seriously.. it was sooo solemn...at the same time.. very very meaningful..if only someone dedicated that song to me.. *like thats gonna happen*.. haha..surely i would have sobbed!!..it's called "LITTLE BUTTERFLY.." ..i only remember one line.."Little butterfly..you came and you gave me..your little love.." ..you should listen to the rest..hehe.. the second song also very cekap..that one is a fast one..but very addictive.. unfortunately..i forgot how it goes..lol..

I wish i could compose mine too...but i just cant get the perfect tune!!.. sigh..

This is for AMANDA QUAH~~..who also composed a song..I haven't really heard how it sounds..but the words are pretty deep..perhaps she share the same emo-ness as me..=) but i think right..there's nothing wrong in being emo!!..i mean..if you feel sad or hurt..or lonely.. why hide??..the more you hide it..the more it eats up the real YOU!! .. so what if he left you for someone else..SCREW HIM la!!..hehe..he doesn't know what he just lost..=) like I've always said.."SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOT TO LET IT OUT and let go"..

..yeah..i admit..it takes a while to get over it..i know I'm still not over it..almost gonna be 6 months..but thanks to seenu..for letting me have high hopes..

btw, did i tell you..i have a so called heart-2-heart conversation with seenu??..hehe..a clown..i mean a guy from my college.. he just asked a random question..but somehow i felt comfortable talking to him..and he told me..he almost took a year..to forget his first love..and now he is blessed with the most gorgeous gal!!..and they've been going out for like a year!!..and he sayS.."Your time will come..trust me..!!=)" ...

So here's Amanda's song..*promoting*..hehe..
its called.."FEEL TOO DEEP"

I watch the rain fall from the sky
Fall down
I feel the tears fall down my face
Tears fall down my face cuz

#CHORUS
How I'm s'posed to tell you how I feel you don't know
All the pain I have in me, you'll never know
I can't explain how I feel cuz I fell too deep
Cuz I fell too deep for you

I sit and stare as I breathe in the air
You're not here
Now all I feel in me is emptiness
All I feel in me is emptiness

#CHORUS

#BRIDGE
It's not fair, how my life turned this way
I want you, but you're so far away
Why me, why now, why can't I be with you
I just can't accept it

#FINAL CHORUS
How'm I s'posed to tell you how I feel you don't know
All the pain I have in me you'll never know
I can't explain how I feel cuz I fell too deep
Cuz I fell to deep for you
Fell too deep, fell too deep,
ooohh oohh ooohh
Cuz I feel too deep for you


Yup..guess i fell a little deep for you..sigh.. but don't worry.. cause I've found a ladder..=)
JESUS...!!

God bless..

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