Will you be there??

"Should have seen it coming.. should have read the sign.. anyway, I guess its over"

To be honest, I don't know what am I doing here.. I have nothing to say.. but simply want to kill time..

So its the weekend.. and for once in my life time.. I'm hating it!!.. sigh.. seriously, I'd rather keep myself busy than getting myself to think.. lately thinking is a killer for mental process..

Anyway.. I'm just wondering..if at all I were to die or something.. could be now.. or maybe someday.. will it make a difference..??.. hmm It just crossed my mind.. well dont bother me, I come with weird things randomly..

And if I'm at the dead bed.. or fell down in a deep pit.. or go crazy and admitted in a mental hospital.. or perhaps someone accidentaly poured acid on my face..that I look scarier than a skeleton.. or in prison, jailed for stealing a harley davidson.. or in the midst of cutting my wrist, or maybe jump from the 25th floor of Angkasa.. sigh.. will you be there??..

Crazy I know.. but seriously..even wondered who really are the ones that will be staying true to you till the end.. and the ones who wants to be with you..only when you're happy.. but when you're not.. when you really really need a friend.. they're gone with the wind..

I met one of my secondary school mate.. and geeee.. she was admitted for almost 2 weeks... and she couldn't sit for SPM.. and I didn't know anything.. sigghh.. so much for being a friend.. =(( ..

A tribute to MJ..=)

Hold Me

Like The River Jordan

And I Will Then Say To Thee

You Are My Friend

Carry Me

Like You Are My Brother

Love Me Like A Mother

Will You Be There?

Weary

Tell Me Will You Hold Me

When Wrong, Will You Scold Me

When Lost Will You Find Me?

But They Told Me

A Man Should Be Faithful

And Walk When Not Able

And Fight Till The End

But I'm Only Human

Everyone's Taking Control Of Me

Seems That The World's

Got A Role For Me

I'm So Confused

Will You Show To Me

You'll Be There For Me

And Care Enough To Bear Me

(Hold Me)

(Lay Your Head Lowly)

(Softly Then Boldly)

(Carry Me There)

(Lead Me)

(Love Me And Feed Me)

(Kiss Me And Free Me)

(I Will Feel Blessed)

(Carry)

(Carry Me Boldly)

(Lift Me Up Slowly)

(Carry Me There)

(Save Me)

(Heal Me And Bathe Me)

(Softly You Say To Me)

(I Will Be There)

(Lift Me)

(Lift Me Up Slowly)

(Carry Me Boldly)

(Show Me You Care)

(Hold Me)

(Lay Your Head Lowly)

(Softly Then Boldly)

(Carry Me There)

(Need Me)

(Love Me And Feed Me)

(Kiss Me And Free Me)

(I Will Feel Blessed)

[Spoken]

In Our Darkest Hour

In My Deepest Despair

Will You Still Care?

Will You Be There?

In My Trials

And My Tribulations

Through Our Doubts

And Frustrations

In My Violence

In My Turbulence

Through My Fear

And My Confessions

In My Anguish And My Pain

Through My Joy And My Sorrow

In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow

I'll Never Let You Part

For You're Always In My Heart..

Wow!!.. amazing words.. but I know one person.. who was there.. who is there.. who will be there.. till the end..=)

Jesus loves you!!

Good nite!