The past..

"For the first time..in a long time..she bowed her head to pray.. She said, "I'm sorry for the way, I've been living my life..I know I got to change.."

So there have been times.. where you give up. Not surrender.. but simply give up..in NOT giving up!!.. You try so hard..to be strong.. to think positively..and say, "It's okay, I'll be fine!.." but sometimes.. when it all falls apart..you seem to fall too..=( ..the moment you strive to find that tiny light at the end of the tunnel.. shadows cover your sight.. takes away the very little hope you have..

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad every time..
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again..

But you're left with no choices huh??.. You try to change the past.. or perhaps wished it didn't exist.. unfortunately..it did.. It was very real.. every single bit of it remains in your memory.. Actually you have a choice.. A choice on whether to think about it over and over again..wondering what in the world went wrong.. and what would have happened if you did it otherwise..

The second choice..is to probably buy a whole chocolate factory..and spent your whole life there!!..lol..Ok I'm just kidding.. ;p ;p ...The second choice is.. to believe that there is 2 good things coming out from every bad thing that happened.. that there is double laughter when you shed a single tear.. that everything happens for a reason.. A reason, you might not find out now... but later.. slowly but surely!!.. that there is someone out here in this world..who loves you just the way you are!..despite all the imperfections..He sees you as His child..someone worthy to die for.. that all you need is just a little Faith in HIm..and you'll have a Fantastic adventure..that your past..are the chapters that shaped you..into who you are today..

But well, it so much easier said that done! ..Still, its worth the try!..

God says "Yes"...and He gives you what you want..

God says "No"..and He gives you something better..

God says "Wait!" ..and He gives you the best!..

Hope that answered your questions about life...well it sure did to mine!!..

Good nite!! Have to get back to my assignments..=)